Tuesday, 23 August 2016

Rediscovering Myself

We all face a turnover point at some time of our lives. (especially after watching movies like "Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara", which tends to talk all about liberation  of souls), so in my case, it happened some two years back, when suddenly I decided to quit my job which is termed as the most conventional one for the females in our world, yes, you guessed it right, academics. Though, I was quitting from the position of the Joint Director of Distance Education of a Private University. Naturally, the position was good, and I was at the peak of my career, and at such stage normally, quitting is not so looked upon, especially when you don't have another offer in your hand. Now this decision was more of a surprise to me as well, as I've never thought about it or planned about it. But once the thought is planted in my head, it refused to go away.

After quitting my regular job, I tried for some visiting teaching assignments, but I soon realised that I need a complete break. So, what next, I don't know. As I said, I haven't planned anything.And here starts my rediscovering stage. After working for more than a decade, with two kids, a full-fledged house responsibility, this liberation was more than welcome in my new found freedom. So, I decided to enjoy every moment of my freedom and rediscover myself.

And here I started my mission to learn new things.

The first of it was to try various recipes....

Oh! How I loved it! Yumm.....but then I detect a change in my tummy size too, errr..mmm...time to switch on to something different.

This was the time when I rediscover photography and writing. And I found out that it really works putting your emotions on paper  and clicking the beauty around you. Both helps in keeping the positivity flowing.


 Believe me creating something is such a heady feeling, that you'll never want to stop. Creativity gives freedom to imagination. It acts like meditation.

The next passion which I rediscovered was fabric painting, which was introduced to my by Mom during school days. So, was kind of surprised to find that I actually love it. And here I goes, painted around 4-5 dupattas, and gifted all of them. What a heady feeling, once again. Meanwhile, also started learning 'Madhubani' Painitng from a friend. Painting is actually a pure sense of meditation, all your worries, problems, seems to get lost in between those colourful strokes. And the end product always makes you happier, more confident about yourself.


So here's I'm rediscovering my passions, myself all over again. And without wasting any single day of my life. Have we talked about my love for reading yet, no? Okay, we will talk about that in my next post. Till then, just remember, life is too short and there are so many aspects about yourself which are lying hidden somewhere deep down you, so without further delay, start exploring yourself. You never know whom you can find underneath!!



Wednesday, 17 August 2016

Me and Blogging

Now this was going on since some years back, close friends and family forcing me to start blogging. And I was usually always making some or the other excuse. Finally, could not hold it any longer and decided to jump in and see where this takes me now.

The one reason, why I was keeping away from blogging, is my 'word fear'. Yeah, words somehow fail me always when I sit back and try to write something or even try to explain myself to someone. But, they are always there in mind, playing, jumping, dancing, sometimes whispering to each other and teasing me.

In jumbles, they play, create their own dumb charades and when I want to interact with them, Sigh! like some naughty kids they change their game and switch to play hide-n-seek. The hide all over and somehow always win in this stupid little game of theirs.

And how hopeless I feel and sound when I am around these little pranksters. They tease me, test my patience but still they are my best friends when I am alone. How I would love them to stay with me, when I need them most, to not leave me speechless in middle of expressing myself.

So, crossing my fingers here and starting my blogging journey with the hope that these pranksters, my naughty words will remain with me to support me on this journey.

Wish me luck Guys!! :))